My heart loves you, my body wants you,

My mind knows this is crazy,

I will get hurt, you will never be able to feel the same way about me,

My heart still wants to go for you,

I'm in pain, but my heart seems to like it,

I'm destructing myself psychologically,

My mind makes me suffer,

Trying to stop me from loving you,

This won't make me any good,

I wanna get away from you, but I don't do so,

Because sleeping in your arms is magical...

I wish I had the guts to ask you what should I do...

What can I expect...But I don't...

I'm a coward, I hide myself, I hide my feelings, I'm hurting myself...

Silly heart of mine, he thinks you will once love me...

But my mind knows you will never love me...

You can put the sun in my heart,

but somehow I always kill it...