13 - lucky number
Novembro 14, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
Still going.
Some days might be a bit more challenging than others, but still going.
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Novembro 14, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
Still going.
Some days might be a bit more challenging than others, but still going.
Setembro 30, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
(Snee Naik - The Strangled Man)
The night came together with a cold wind
As he lay in in his bathtub
A sudden noise came in
Before he'd gotten a chance her claws
Were digging in on his neck
Shhh, don't waste your strenght
The demon was in her
She strangled him shadows
She wanted to taste his last kiss
Lovers love, but the insane love intensely
He played her, she carried out his sentence
She got under his skin
She loved him, she hated him
He loved her, he hurt her
She dig through with her claws
He quietly expired
Junho 18, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
What a miracle it was to get a bedroom at DP,
After surviving the ultimate sin.
At DP they filled me with hopes that I could still live and be happy,
but then they threw me out onto the cold streets.
Don't worrt though, I still have my plan F.
I am only here because I needed to be run over once more.
I can't feel a thing, so I'll jump down into the deep down darkness.
This time there will be no lover to save me because I killed him
the first time I tried to jump.
Maio 20, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
They told me to cheer up and stay positive,
And try, I did, not succesfully though...
I tried to hold on to the strong and happy mask,
However it was getting ever more hard to put on the act.
My grief was contained for a while, but I couldn't contain it much longer
It was destroying my mind, and my life...
My mind was yearning for the absolute tranquility
One can ever truly find in a coffin.
I didn't mean to hurt anyone, so I sought solitude and silence,
I am not quite sure what I was hoping for...
It only confirmed and made my yearning stronger.
Can life relieve my mind? It only seems to hurt it...
But would death have repealed my tears?
Apologies can't remedy it, for neither one...
Can you forgive me? Can I forgive myself?
Maio 19, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
Hold on, for a light at the end of the road...
It was a bright sunny day,
The sun could fill someone's heart...
Not mine though.
The world had fallen apart earlier within the year,
I kept trying to hold on for that light at the end of the road,
Although it kept getting ever more dim...
And as other people were out enjoying life,
I was being devoured from within...
My little demons and ghosts had been whispering
in my ears for a while now, and so I checked out...
As I started to sink and finally get some peace,
Out of nowhere, someone yelled: "you can never leave here",
I was being selfish, but weren't they being selfish too?
It felt like a good day to leave, for a second I felt peace amongst the chaos,
But they shoved me back into my seat,
For another ride in the tower of terror...
Fevereiro 09, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
Once upon a wasted soul
There was a girl, there were chains
Then there was a darkness
It burned like fire
Hello my darling love,
Please celebrate, you'll be better off this way.
The little girl was ready to go, she'd fought long enough.
The sky fell down on her,
The darkness burned her,
There was a fire and then, then there was nothing.
Fevereiro 08, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
The darkness within channelling
My own pathetic end.
Sympathetic words you had for me,
I wished you'd saved them,
Only needed the warmth and safety of your arms.
I walked for miles and found myself standing by your door,
Trying to find a quick fix for the excruciation.
Shattered dreams of happiness
The wild river runs in its full strength as I lay
Trying to die, with part of me hoping for you to show up,
Hold me tight in your arms, don't say anything, just hold me tight.
But you never showed up
The river came and with it I vanished.
Fevereiro 07, 2020
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
We are only here for a split of a second
Visions of a platonic love.
Defined by the tune of his life we were
I couldn't say no to the river running within his eyes
I know I should have run, yet I stayed besides him
At intervals he was loving and we were alone in the world, just us.
And then we weren't, and silent agony would set in
a giant icy wall in between us, that could grow taller than highest
Mountain on Earth
Along with that came the feeling of absolute emptiness and
Magnfying agony.
For how long can I keep on pretending to be strong?
I don't know how to explain, but yes,
I am falling down...
Novembro 13, 2019
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
Happy birthday to us!
Novembro 04, 2019
Isis Erzsébeth Báthory
(Pic was found on google)
How I didn't need you.
My cold heart was locked inside a box,
Buried deep within some old forgotten grave.
Deep in what was once my soul,
Surrounded by nothing but absolute empty silence.
You came along with your own misery
And barely healed wounds from some distant war.
We bonded through our dear friend Mandy on Kelly's day
And on a confusing trip we went.
Although fickle I could see you were,
I searched for the hole
In your own cold heart, secretly hoping to fix it
And we're here because of our actions
But I was still looking for the hole
Not realizing I was going in the wrong direction
You refused to let me in
What was wrong? Will you ever tell me?
Should I let you go? Will I make you happier?
I am trying so hard to hold the tears in
I want to keep on this mask of the brave and strong woman
Who am I really trying to fool? I am really but a scared child.
Was time wrong?
But if so, why lead me on?
Only to then abandon me in the middle of this tripping maze
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